Medium in the Middle Podcast

This is one of the most personal episodes I have ever recorded, and one I have avoided recording for an entire year.
For the past year, every time I sat down to record this episode, I found a reason not to. Part of me wasn't ready to revisit one of the most difficult seasons of my life, and part of me wasn't sure how to put the experience into words or share the impact it had on me.
In June 2025, after a trip to Ontario to visit family, my health took a sudden and drastic turn. What started as physical symptoms quickly escalated into my arms, hands, fingers, legs, knees, and joints no longer functioning properly, while my body blew up like a swollen balloon. For months, I struggled to do even the simplest everyday tasks, and I was forced to ask for help.
What followed was a season that changed me completely.
As someone who has always valued independence, I was forced to ask for help, slow down, and surrender to circumstances I could not control. Recovery took months, and much of that time was spent sitting on my porch, resting, reflecting, and trying to understand what my body was asking me to learn. I knew there was a lesson in all of it, and I wanted to understand every why.
The lessons went far beyond my physical health. This experience was not only about my body. It brought emotional, energetic, and spiritual lessons to the surface, and I was forced to confront patterns, beliefs, and realities.
In this episode, I share the story of what happened when my body shut down, why I have avoided talking about it for the past year, the impact it had on my life, and how it forced me to make changes that were in my best interest.
This conversation is vulnerable, sensitive, and deeply personal. Although it has taken me a year to feel ready to share it, I know there is a reason this story is meant to be told. Some experiences change the course of your life, and this was one of them.
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In this week's episode, we are talking all about channelling, the difference between channelling and being a channeller, and the common "symptoms" that many people experience before they even realize what is happening to them.
I share my experiences working with channellers over the years, the patterns I continue to notice, and why discovering this label can sometimes help people finally make sense of experiences they have been having for years. While labels are not everything, they can help point you in the right direction and give you language for what you are experiencing so you can begin learning how to work with it instead of feeling overwhelmed by it.
For many people, these experiences can feel chaotic, intense, and all consuming at first, almost like being caught in a tornado. But over time, with awareness, practice, and understanding, you begin to realize that you can work with the energy instead of being controlled by it.
This is a conversation that recently gained a lot of attention on my social media, with many people resonating deeply with the signs and experiences I shared. In this episode, we go deeper into what it can feel like to channel information, how these experiences can show up differently for everyone, and why understanding your own energetic patterns is such an important part of spiritual development.
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In this week's episode, I share the story of an intuitive nudge that changed my life in more ways than one. After not being able to eat dairy for eight years and gluten for eleven years, I received a quiet but persistent nudge to test my dairy allergy again. I had this feeling for about six months before I finally decided to listen and act on it.
Before testing anything, I went to my doctor, saw an allergist, and did my own research about reintroducing dairy, because I did not trust this intuitive hit. Once I began testing, I started documenting everything in daily TikTok videos, tracking what I was eating and watching for any reactions. What began as a way to keep track of my experience turned into a daily practice of showing up online and becoming more comfortable with daily videos building confidence through consistency. 
Those daily videos eventually helped me become comfortable on TikTok, and a few months later I went viral, which significantly impacted my business and online presence. Looking back, I wonder what would have happened if I had listened to that initial nudge six months earlier, or even years before that moment when it first came through.
This episode is about what happens when we do not listen the first time. It is about how we can make things more complicated than they need to be, and how intuition often arrives long before we are willing to act on it. It is a reminder that sometimes the smallest nudge is actually the beginning of something much bigger, and learning to listen the first time can save us time, energy, and unnecessary resistance. You never know where the domino effect of your intuition can lead you! 
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In this week's episode, I share the story of how one woman found me in the most unexpected way. From Australia, to Hawaii, to Canada, every step of her journey unfolded through intuition, trust, and listening to the pull she felt.
After meeting a woman in Hawaii who guided her toward my podcast, she returned home to Australia, continued listening, and later found herself in Canada for a work trip. During that trip, she booked an in-person appointment with me, rented the car, followed the feeling, and eventually took her Reiki Level One course with me. She is a researcher, and a skeptic, but she listened and followed the nudges she was receiving. 
This episode is a reminder that the Universe often moves with us, but we have to be willing to take the first step first. Sometimes intuition is not loud or dramatic. Sometimes it sounds like, "I feel like I need to go into this store," "I think I need to call you," or "I don't know why, but I feel like I need to book this appointment."
The next step is not always fully visible when you begin, but when you listen and take action, the path starts to unfold. If something keeps falling into your lap, showing up repeatedly, or pulling at you again and again, there is usually a reason for it.
In this episode, we talk about trusting the pull, taking action before you have all the answers, and why sometimes all you have to do is listen.
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In this week's episode, I'm continuing the conversation from episode 305 and diving into a question I hear often: why do my Spirit Guides seem to give me the "wrong" information?
In this episode, I break down why your Spirit Guides are not here to act as answer books or to hand you perfect predictions. Instead, they are guides, teachers, and mirrors that support your growth and development. Sometimes what feels like "wrong" information is actually part of a much deeper lesson that is helping you become more aware of your patterns and your intuition.
I also talk about how Spirit Guide communication develops over time. It is not instant mastery, but a process that moves through different levels of understanding, much like beginner, intermediate, and advanced stages. As you move through these levels, it is actually a sign that you are growing in your spiritual development and strengthening your ability to trust yourself.
If you have ever doubted the information you are receiving or questioned whether you are "getting it right," this episode will help you reframe those experiences and understand that you are learning, and growing trust. 
Tune in to explore how your Spirit Guides actually work with you through lessons, timing, and trust, and why not getting immediate answers can still be exactly what you need.
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