Zen Mind

Zazen reveals how much of our mental struggle is bound up with time. The future presses in as plans, goals, and ideals of what we or the world should become. The past returns as memory, justification, and attempts to reinterpret difficult experiences—often in the service of protecting an image of who we are. In a psychological approach, we might be guided to explain and rearrange our story in healthier ways. In meditation practice, however, when the past resurfaces, it becomes an opportunity to complete what wasn’t fully lived. Completion is not perfect resolution. It is meeting a situation fully and openly. This can change our view of time altogether. Rather than an abstract series of points, time is the dynamic of living situations asking to be met and completed.
Welcome to Zen Mind! 
Our annual Everyday Bodhisattva Practice Period is well underway. Practice Periods are guided by Zenki Roshi together with members of the Practice Council. The 2026 Practice Period emphasizes the study of Dōgen’s fascicle Being-Time (Uji). Learn more here: https://www.boulderzen.org/practice-period-2026
Following the Practice Period, a full commentary on Being-Time (Uji) will be offered later this summer as a self-paced course. To be notified when it launches, please join our mailing list.
Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Consider becoming a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/
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See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at [email protected].
Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

This talk was given as a practice encouragement before entering the silence of a Weekend Sitting at the Boulder Zen Center. It highlights aspects of zazen relevant for any practitioner. It begins with three observations: we cannot think our way to the fruits of practice; awakening is an accident, though meditation makes us accident-prone; and many meditators, after an initial period of dramatic transformation, watch their practice plateau. So what do we do? The suggestion is to notice experience with greater subtlety in three arenas: posture, breath, and the field of phenomena. The upright posture reveals tension and, over time, opens into a subtle energetic balance—lifting through the spine and grounding into the earth at once. Breath attention becomes a gateway to a refreshed, warm feeling. The world itself begins to shimmer with quiet delight. Practice may plateau, even feel boring, but when balance, warmth, and delight in ordinary appearance settle into something familiar, separateness softens—not as an achievement, but as a new way of being.
Welcome to Zen Mind! 
Our annual Everyday Bodhisattva Practice Period is well underway. Practice Periods are guided by Zenki Roshi together with members of the Practice Council. The 2026 Practice Period emphasizes the study of Dōgen’s fascicle Being-Time (Uji). Learn more here: https://www.boulderzen.org/practice-period-2026
Following the Practice Period, a full commentary on Being-Time (Uji) will be offered later this summer as a self-paced course. To be notified when it launches, please join our mailing list.
Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Consider becoming a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/
If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!
See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at [email protected].
Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

This talk was given as an introduction to a multi-week study of Dogen’s essay Being-Time (Uji) during the Boulder Zen Center Everyday Bodhisattva Practice Period. It doesn’t go into the details of the text yet but sets the ground for engaging Dōgen (or any difficult dharma text) not as philosophy, but as practice. The question isn’t about the nature of time (what it is), but how we relate to time in ways that bind us or free us. Our ordinary assumptions about time operate invisibly, shaping anxiety, expectation, and disappointment. Through everyday examples—broken machines, shifting plans, bodily limits—we see how attachment to what should last creates suffering. Practice invites a different intimacy with impermanence, not as an idea but as lived experience. The key to this is a shift in how we attend to the present moment, which leads to shifts in our sense of time and our sense of self—thus opening the gate of transformation.
Welcome to Zen Mind! 
Our annual Everyday Bodhisattva Practice Period is currently underway. This three-month period offers an opportunity for Sangha members to come together and deepen their practice through individually designed schedules, supported by Dharma teachings and peer-to-peer Sangha dialogue. Practice Periods are guided by Zenki Roshi together with members of the Practice Council, and the 2026 Practice Period emphasizes the study of Dōgen’s fascicle Being-Time (Uji). Learn more here: https://www.boulderzen.org/practice-period-2026
Following the Practice Period, a full commentary on Being-Time (Uji) will be offered later this summer as a self-paced course. To be notified when it launches, please join our mailing list.
Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Consider becoming a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/
If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!
See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at [email protected].
Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

This talk was given at the opening of the 7th 90-day Everyday Bodhisattva Practice Period at the Boulder Zen Center, as participants were clarifying guiding intentions for the months ahead. Zen practice—and life more broadly—organize themselves around what we commit to. Rather than emphasizing goals, intention is presented as direction: the way attention is shaped and sustained. From this view, positive change does not come from forcibly fixing or cutting away what is unwholesome. Practice is instead to nourish what is already wholesome, allowing what is unwholesome to wither from lack of attention. Nourishment becomes a guiding orientation: staying in the zone of nourishment, investigating what truly supports life, and trusting one’s own sense of it—while recognizing that personal nourishment and true wholesomeness is inseparable from the well-being of others and the living world.
Welcome to Zen Mind! 
Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Become a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/
Our annual Everyday Bodhisattva Practice Period is now underway! This three-month period offers an opportunity for Sangha members to come together and deepen their practice through individually designed schedules, supported by Dharma teachings and peer-to-peer Sangha dialogue. Practice Periods are guided by Zenki Roshi together with members of the Practice Council. The 2026 Practice Period emphasizes the study of Dōgen’s fascicle Being Time (Uji). Learn more here: https://www.boulderzen.org/practice-period-2026
See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at [email protected].
If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!
Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

At the turn of the year, we often pause to reflect, set intentions, and imagine a better version of ourselves ahead. Yet often we experience a stubborn gap between those ideals and the lived texture of daily life. This talk questions whether that gap can be closed through effort and control, or whether something else is being asked of us. After reflecting on traditional Buddhist teachings on right intention and critiquing them from a Zen perspective as dualistic (a self trying to improve itself over time), attention turns toward the present moment itself. What if liberation is not postponed to the future, but available now? Through zazen and beginner’s mind—allowing experience to be exactly as it is—intention becomes less about fixing ourselves and more about a continued pulse of receiving the texture of this situation here now and trusting its unfolding.
Welcome to Zen Mind! 
Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Become a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/
Our annual 'Everyday Bodhisattva Practice Period' is now open for registration! The 3-month Practice Period is an opportunity to come together with other members and deepen your practice with an individually designed schedule supported by a variety of Dharma teachings and peer-to-peer Sangha dialogue. Practice Periods are led by Zenki Roshi, BZC’s Guiding Teacher, together with members of the Practice Council. The 2026 Practice Period will emphasize the study of Dogen's fascicle 'Being Time' (Uji).  Learn more and register here: https://www.boulderzen.org/practice-period-2026
See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at [email protected].
If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!
Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.