Spiritual Journey - Path to Awakening

What happens when the life you thought you were going to live disappears in an instant?
Nimesh is joined by Sweena Chauhan, founder of Love & Light Loughborough, for an incredibly heartfelt conversation about grief, spiritual awakening and finding purpose through some of life’s darkest moments.
At just 29, Sweena suddenly lost her husband. Ten months later, she lost her mum.
What followed was depression, anxiety, shattered dreams and the painful question many of us ask after loss:
Why am I still here?
That question eventually became the beginning of a completely different path.
Sweena shares how Reiki first cracked something open within her and how breathwork, sound, crystals, nature and other healing modalities gradually became part of both her own healing and the work she now shares with others.
Together, Nimesh and Sweena explore soul contracts, loved ones beyond this realm, sacred land, asking your guides for help and why healing doesn’t mean bypassing the very human emotions that come with grief.
Because sometimes we cannot see where the path is taking us while we are walking through the darkness.
But one small step can eventually lead us back towards the light.
This conversation was originally recorded in August, just before Lion’s Gate. While they discuss the energy around that period, the deeper guidance around self-love, alignment and spiritual connection is relevant whenever you listen.
Content note: This episode includes discussion of bereavement, depression and periods of not wanting to be here.

In This Episode
✨ Losing her husband at 29 and her mum ten months later
✨ How grief became the beginning of Sweena’s spiritual awakening
✨ Reiki, sound healing, crystals, Tao Hands and being guided towards different modalities
✨ Soul contracts, loved ones beyond this realm and asking for spiritual support
✨ Breathwork, nature and sacred land as pathways back to yourself

What You’ll Take Away
✨ Grief does not follow a timetable — sometimes all you can do is take the next small step
✨ You can honour your human pain while still understanding your experience spiritually
✨ The healing tools you are drawn towards may be connected to your own lived experience
✨ You do not always have to search outside yourself for spiritual connection
✨ Asking your loved ones and guides for support can open a deeper relationship with them
Guest Bio
Sweena Chauhan is the founder of Love & Light Loughborough, a healing space in Leicestershire created to support people moving through emotional challenges, healing and periods of change.
Her own spiritual path grew from profound personal loss and years of inner healing. Today she holds space through modalities including Reiki, sound healing, crystal healing, Tao Hands, meditation, breathwork and higher-self activation.
A Reiki Master Teacher, Sweena works both in person and online, supporting people in reconnecting with themselves, their energy and their spiritual path.
Connect with Sweena Chauhan
Website:
https://www.loveandlight.uk/
Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/love_light_loughborough_/
New Moon Soundbath:
https://www.loveandlight.uk/event-details/new-moon-soundbath-5

Continue Your Journey With Nimesh
✨ Spiritual Journey Membership
Join a safe and supportive spiritual community with monthly teachings, guided meditations, energy updates and space to grow alongside others on the path.
https://nimesh-radia.com/spiritual-membership/
✨ Book a Free Discovery Call with Nimesh
If this conversation speaks to where you are right now, book a free discovery call to explore spiritual mentorship and deeper support during a period of change.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/30min
✨ Akashic Record Reading
If you feel called to understand your soul contracts, patterns, purpose or guidance more deeply, an Akashic Record Reading can support that journey.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/akashic-record-reading
Connect with Nimesh
Email: nims@nimesh-radia.com
Website: https://nimesh-radia.com
Podcast: https://nimesh-radia.com/podcast/
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nimesh_radia/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/nimesh.radia
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nimesh-radia

Reflection
What has one of the most difficult experiences of your life taught you about who you are becoming?

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“I’m fine.”
“It doesn’t matter.”
“I don’t care what people think.”
“I don’t need anyone.”
But what if some of the things we say to convince ourselves we’re okay are actually protecting us from admitting how we really feel?
In this deeply personal conversation, Nimesh and Stacey explore the difference between acceptance and emotional armour — and what happens when we finally become honest about what actually matters to us.
Stacey shares openly about navigating a breakup and the temptation to dismiss what she is feeling, while Nimesh reflects on independence, vulnerability and whether being the person who holds space for everyone else has sometimes stopped him from allowing others to truly hold space for him.
Together they explore rejection, relationships, soul family, asking for help, journaling and why spiritual growth doesn’t mean pretending everything is okay.
Sometimes strength isn’t saying you’re fine.
Sometimes strength is being honest enough to admit that you’re not.

In This Episode
✨ Why “I’m fine” can sometimes be protection rather than acceptance
✨ Stacey’s honest experience of navigating heartbreak and emotional change
✨ Whether independence can become emotional armour
✨ Caring what people think without allowing their opinions to control you
✨ Creating safe relationships where you can be honest, vulnerable and supported

What You’ll Take Away
✨ Being honest with yourself is more important than appearing strong
✨ You can acknowledge pain without allowing it to consume you
✨ The people who once held your space may not be the people you need now
✨ Asking for help and allowing yourself to be supported are not weaknesses
✨ Journaling can reveal what sits underneath the stories you keep repeating

Continue Your Journey With Nimesh
✨ Spiritual Journey Membership
Join a safe and supportive spiritual community with monthly teachings, guided meditations, energy updates and space to grow alongside others on the path.
https://nimesh-radia.com/spiritual-membership/
✨ Book a Free Discovery Call with Nimesh
If this conversation speaks to where you are right now, book a free discovery call to explore spiritual mentorship and deeper support during a period of change.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/30min
✨ Akashic Record Reading
If you feel called to understand your soul contracts, patterns, purpose or guidance more deeply, an Akashic Record Reading can support that journey.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/akashic-record-reading

Connect with Nimesh and Stacey
Nimesh
Email: nims@nimesh-radia.com
Website: https://nimesh-radia.com
Podcast: https://nimesh-radia.com/podcast/
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nimesh_radia/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/nimesh.radia
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nimesh-radia
Stacey
Email: staceylbrown555@gmail.com
Website: https://stacey-brown.com
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/staceybrown_555

Reflection
What would you finally have to feel if you admitted that it really does matter?

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November carries a different energy.
After months of releasing, integrating and receiving, the message from the Akashic Records is clear: it is time to embody, trust and move.
In this powerful November message, Nims channels guidance around trusting your intuition, standing in your power and taking one aligned step rather than waiting until everything makes sense.
The old version of you may still be falling away. Relationships and soul contracts may be shifting. The world around you may feel intense or uncertain.
But this is not a time to become consumed by the noise.
It is a time to check within first, listen to your body, trust what you feel and remember that you do not need the next 17 steps.
You only need the next one.
You have been preparing for this. Now it is time to move.

In This Episode
✨ Why November feels like a transition from integration into movement
✨ Trusting your intuition before looking outside yourself for answers
✨ Soul contracts, relationships and taking your power back
✨ Why AI can support your spiritual journey but should never replace your inner channel
✨ Community, collaboration and taking one aligned action

What You’ll Take Away
✨ You do not need to understand every lesson before moving forward
✨ The old version of you does not need to come into the next phase
✨ Your body and intuition are powerful sources of guidance
✨ Asking for help is a sign of strength, not weakness
✨ November is asking you to stop being passive and act on what you already know

Continue Your Journey
✨ Spiritual Journey Membership
Join a safe and supportive spiritual community with monthly teachings, guided meditations, energy updates and space to grow alongside others on the path.
https://nimesh-radia.com/spiritual-membership/
✨ Book a Free Discovery Call with Nimesh
If this message speaks to where you are right now, book a free discovery call to explore spiritual mentorship, Akashic Records or deeper support.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/30min
✨ Book an Akashic Record Reading
Explore your soul journey, patterns, soul contracts and what may be unfolding in this next phase.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/akashic-record-reading
Connect with Nimesh
Email: nims@nimesh-radia.com
Website: https://nimesh-radia.com
Podcast: https://nimesh-radia.com/podcast/
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nimesh_radia/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/nimesh.radia
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nimesh-radia
Reflection
What has your intuition already been telling you — and what is the one aligned action you are ready to take?

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What happens when you achieve what you thought would make you happy — and realise something is still missing?
Nimesh is joined by Ruta Stasiunaite for a deeply honest conversation about redefining success, trusting intuition and finding the courage to follow a life that actually feels like yours.
After losing her mother at just 23, Ruta spent years navigating grief, an unfulfilling corporate career and the feeling that something deeper was missing. Her search eventually took her across several countries and, following an invitation that made very little logical sense, into the Brazilian jungle.
That decision changed everything.
Together, Nimesh and Ruta explore grief as a catalyst for growth, intuition versus fear, our connection with land and nature, simplifying life and why ticking every traditional box of success does not necessarily create inner peace.
Sometimes your next chapter won’t make sense to your mind.
But your heart may already know the way.

In This Episode
✨ How losing her mother became a catalyst for Ruta’s transformation
✨ Why an unexpected invitation led her to leave Europe for the Brazilian jungle
✨ How to recognise the quieter voice of intuition beneath fear and mental noise
✨ Why external success can still leave us feeling empty
✨ The importance of land, simplicity and coming home to who you really are

What You’ll Take Away
✨ Success means very little if you feel disconnected from yourself
✨ Intuition may not be logical, but that does not make it wrong
✨ Some of our most painful experiences can completely redirect our lives
✨ You may need far less than you think to experience peace, joy and fulfilment
✨ Following one aligned nudge can open a path you could never have planned
Guest Bio
Ruta Stasiunaite is a transformational coach and the creator of Redefining Success, an approach centred on helping people reconnect with who they truly are and create lives aligned with their own values rather than external expectations.
Originally from Lithuania, Ruta has lived across seven countries and now calls the Atlantic rainforest of Brazil home. She works with clients around the world and hosts deeply personalised transformational retreats designed to help people reconnect with themselves, their truth and the way they genuinely want to live.
Her work brings together transformational coaching, deep self-inquiry, intuition and her own lived experience of radically redefining what success means.
Connect with Ruta Stasiunaite
Website:
https://www.redefining.world/
Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/ruta.stasiunaite/
LinkedIn:
https://www.linkedin.com/in/ruta-stasiunaite/

Continue Your Journey With Nimesh
✨ Spiritual Journey Membership
Join a safe and supportive spiritual community with monthly teachings, guided meditations, energy updates and space to grow alongside others on the path.
https://nimesh-radia.com/spiritual-membership/
✨ Book a Free Discovery Call with Nimesh
If this conversation speaks to where you are right now, book a free discovery call to explore spiritual mentorship and deeper support during a period of change.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/30min
✨ Akashic Record Reading
If you feel called to understand your soul contracts, patterns, purpose or guidance more deeply, an Akashic Record Reading can support that journey.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/akashic-record-reading
Connect with Nimesh
Email: nims@nimesh-radia.com
Website: https://nimesh-radia.com
Podcast: https://nimesh-radia.com/podcast/
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nimesh_radia/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/nimesh.radia
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nimesh-radia

Reflection
What are you still chasing because you were taught it would make you successful — rather than because it genuinely feels right for you?

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This collective Akashic Records message was channelled live by Nimesh and Stacey during our October Full Moon Webinar.
Although the Records were opened during the energy of that Full Moon, the guidance that came through reaches far beyond one date or lunar cycle.
This is a message to return to whenever you are moving through transition, questioning your purpose or feeling called to step more fully into who you are becoming.
You have been through the healing. The endings. The isolation. The questioning.
But what if everything you have moved through has been preparing you for what comes next?
The Records speak strongly about moving away from doing everything alone and into a phase of greater connection, collaboration, purpose and visibility.
There is also clear guidance for those who have felt different, disconnected or unsure where they fit.
You are not here to force anyone else to change.
Your role is to show up, speak your truth and shine your light.
The message also brings through powerful reminders around self-care, choosing supportive relationships, asking for help, journaling, sharing your gifts and remembering to actually enjoy being human.
There is no end point to your growth. There is only the next version of you asking to be lived.

In This Episode
✨ Why everything you have moved through may have been preparing you for this phase
✨ Moving from isolation into connection, collaboration and co-creation
✨ Why your role is to shine rather than force others to change
✨ Self-care, boundaries and choosing the people who support your energy
✨ Sharing your gifts while remembering to enjoy being human

What You’ll Take Away
✨ You do not have to wait until you feel completely healed to show up
✨ Asking for help is a strength, not a weakness
✨ Your relationships and environment matter deeply to your energy
✨ Your purpose may already be expressed in the lives you touch every day
✨ Spiritual growth includes joy, laughter, exploration and actually living

Continue Your Journey With Nimesh
✨ Spiritual Journey Membership
Join a safe and supportive spiritual community with monthly teachings, guided meditations, energy updates and space to grow alongside others on the path.
https://nimesh-radia.com/spiritual-membership/
✨ Book a Free Discovery Call with Nimesh
If this message speaks to where you are right now, book a free discovery call to explore spiritual mentorship and deeper support during a period of change.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/30min
✨ Akashic Record Reading
If you feel called to understand your soul contracts, patterns, purpose or guidance more deeply, an Akashic Record Reading can support that journey.
https://calendly.com/spiritualjourney/akashic-record-reading

Connect with Nimesh and Stacey
Nimesh
Email: nims@nimesh-radia.com
Website: https://nimesh-radia.com
Podcast: https://nimesh-radia.com/podcast/
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nimesh_radia/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/nimesh.radia
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nimesh-radia

Stacey
Email: staceylbrown555@gmail.com
Website: https://stacey-brown.com
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/staceybrown_555

Reflection
What if you stopped waiting to feel completely ready and allowed yourself to show up as you are now?

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