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    Dawood Hilmandi

    12/05/2026 | 21 mins.
    The word paikar is Persian for "war" or "warrior" and what you're getting from a documentary of the same name is war, of a sort, but layered among so many levels: the war within a family, the war in Afghanistan, the war within the director's own self. This is filmmaking at its highest level, and I'm so thrilled to be joined by director Dawood Hilmandi today to talk about his truly epic directorial debut, which screened at this year's Hot Docs.
    PAIKAR (2025)'s logline: "an Iranian expat journeys back to his homeland, where he must face his domineering father and grapple with complex emotions about family ties, cultural identity, and his place in the world."
    I've spent 18 months in Afghanistan and it holds a special place in my heart. Let's celebrate people like Dawood who have given so much to make their art a reality.
    In this episode, Dawood and I discuss:
    what his father would think of his film;
    how he got started in filmmaking;
    what made him decide to do PAIKAR as his directorial debut;
    the blend of languages in between Iran and Afghanistan and why the landscape is so important in understanding the film;
    what people should know before watching the film and how they should feel afterwards;
    the technical aspects of the film and how he decided how it was going to go -- at least in the beginning;
    why did he choose the festivals he did for his film;
    the release date for the film;
    what's next for him.
    the state of film in Afghanistan.

    Dawood's Indie Filmmaker Highlight: Aboozar Amini

    Memorable Quotes:
    " He would be grateful or he would feel good that it's not against him. It's more like for him or because of him."
    " The filmmaking, it has a long history in my family. Even as a child we were not allowed to watch films, so we were forbidden to watch films."
    "I need to share untold stories."
    " It's like when once you leave your country is almost like the memory of a home that maybe doesn't exist anymore. So you keep desiring that home. You keep thinking of it."
    " Just be patient with the emotional moments and with the silences in the film."
    " I have a different kind of connection to IDFA because I used to go there and watch films, like days nonstop, watching six films a day."
    " We're starting a new era of Afghan films and new sort of new type of films. 
    Links:
    Follow Dawood On Instagram
    PAIKAR Trailer
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    Indie Film Highlight: FOUR LETTER WORDS (2000)

    10/05/2026 | 1 mins.
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    Every Sunday, I'll post a quick video -- and podcast -- about an indie film from at least a year ago. Today's film: FOUR LETTER WORDS (2000)
    Director: Catherine Breillat
    Writer: Sean Baker
    Stars: Henry Beylin; David Ari; Darcy Bledsoe; Fred Berman
    SYNOPSIS
    A study of the post-adolescent male psyche looks at their views, attitudes, and language.
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    Vanessa Esteves

    08/05/2026 | 21 mins.
    The kind of filmmaking that my guest, Vanessa Esteves, does is all encompassing -- job, hobby, passion. And that shows through in her latest work, CHRISTOPHER & THE BUG (2025), a "heartwarming short film about a reclusive owl whose peaceful solitude is disrupted when a tiny bug unknowingly moves into his home."
    We talk about why we don't see the bug, what college roommate inspired her to write this story -- not in a good way!; animated films and screentime for kids, and more.
    If all of our films were given the thought and love Vanessa gives her directorial debut, we would be in such a better place.
    In this episode, Vanessa and I discuss:
    do we see the bug in CHRISTOPHER & THE BUG?
    how she got started in filmmaking and why she decided this would be her directorial debut;
    what is it like producing animated films and if it is an easy jump back to live action;
    the lessons she's learned from producing films that she brought to CHRISTOPHER;
    how to tell the story on a run time of 11 minutes!;
    the challenges of specifically an animated film;
    why sound design and score were so huge for this film;
    the idea that animation is just for kids and how it is different in the short film world;
    how we can improve families and filmmaking;
    her day job at Boatrocker Studios as a senior director for creative affairs, kids & family, and how she feels about screentime for kids;
    what it's like being a filmmaker in Toronto and what's next for her.

    Vanessa's Indie Film Highlight: GYMNASTICS (2025) dir. by Nikki Buziak and Leo Fafard

    Memorable Quotes:
    " We call it a bedtime story for adults."
    " The reason that you never see the bug is because I don't want it to necessarily just be a bug, right? If we showed the bug, then it's a film about an owl and a bug, and then it definitely feels like it's for kids."
    "I was living inside childrens' entertainment."
    " Honestly, storytelling is storytelling, so whether it's going to be animated or if it's going to be live action...it really is you're working with the scripts and you're focusing on the story, so the two are very interchangeable."
    "I learned how to tell stories on a small scale."
    "The sound design was huge for us and score was huge. We called score our other main character because we needed the score to be so powerful that it would draw you through, right?"
    " When you look at more mainstream animation, you're going to see more often, I think, blockbusters that are animated are usually for kids or family viewing. But in the short film world, it can really span everything, all the ages, all the genres."
    " I often say that it's not just my job, it's also my hobby, which is so true because filmmaking has been a part of my life since I was a kid."
    Links:
    Follow CHRISTOPHER & THE BUG On Instagram
    Follow Vanessa On Instagram
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    Wall Street Journal Entertainment Reporter Ben Fritz

    05/05/2026 | 35 mins.
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    If you're looking to understand the business of film, let me suggest listening to Ben Fritz, who covers entertainment for the Wall Street Journal and is my guest for the podcast.
    Why? Well, for me, it's two things. First of all, if you listen to his astonishing documentary podcast called "With Great Power: The Rise of Superhero Cinema", you get to hear why he's such a successful journalist. An executive will offer a throwaway line, and Ben simply asks: why? You get something much closer to the truth from a one syllable question than one might expect.
    It happens throughout this podcast series from 2023, and it is a true masterclass on how interviews should be conducted.
    And two -- he's just straight with people. In this episode, we talk about an article he recently co-wrote on MUBI, the streaming service, and the money they've lost over the past year. In almost any other situation, the company doesn't participate, the article is branded a hit piece, and the audience is left wondering about the veracity of the story.
    Instead, MUBI's CEO is quoted in the article, which tells me the respect he gives the co-authors.
    Or maybe it's three: just listen to the insight Ben provides in this episode. If you go by the notion that the business offers an explanation of the films that show up on our screens, there's no better person than Ben Fritz.
    In this episode, Ben and I talk about:
    his preference for hosting a podcast or being a guest on one;
    his ability to tell a story evenly without looking for gotcha moments, which distinguishes his journalism;
    how he got started in filmmaking;
    what he expects out of the summer festival market;
    what he's learned between covering filmmaking to AI and back to filmmaking;
    the future of AI in filmmaking;
    the "$50 Movie Ticket Has Arrived" article and what it means for theaters;
    what that means for indie filmmakers;
    the behind the scenes story of his article, "How VC Money and Israel Outrage Derailed a Hot Hollywood Startup" about MUBI;
    what MUBI's business model portends for the industry;
    how production companies make money in such a competitive environment -- branding;
    why Silicon Valley doesn't invest more in Hollywood;
    what's next for him and how things have changed since 2019;

    Ben's Indie Film Highlights: PINK WALL (2019) dir. by Tom Cullen; COW (2021) dir. by Andrea Arnold

    Memorable Quotes:
    "I try to make clear to people I'm not gonna pull any punches, but I'm also not here to try to get a gotcha moment."
    "I feel like it's becoming a lot like everything in the American economy, which is, it's a have and have-nots world."
    " What I realized quickly is if you understand the business, then you understand why you get the movies and TV shows that you get, right?"
    " So you could see more movies getting made, more original movies getting made, more people who don't have access to Disney and Netflix being able to raise a little bit of money and make an interesting movie on their own. So we could see this blossoming of creativity that maybe would rival what we saw in the 1970s."
    " The danger, which some people in Hollywood think, is the more movies become a premium experience where you spend a lot of money, the more it becomes something people think of as I only do this two or three times a year," 
    " I think the I'm gonna get a specialty label or specialty company to buy it and put it in theaters is...that's like winning the lottery at this point."
    " The one promising thing in this world of indie film theatrical I've seen recently is you've seen some YouTubers put movies into theaters and find a niche audience."
    " I was able to connect to a source who was just close to Mubi, who was able to give me a lot of inside information on really what happened."
    " Mubi is a solid business. That's why Sequoia invested in them. It is a healthy business. They just made this huge mistake last year."
    "My teenage son knows what A24 is, and that name means something to him."
    "Sequoia's investment in Mubi was shocking to a lot of people. This is so outside the box for what they normally do. And the only other prominent example of VC investment in entertainment is A24, which definitely has some VC investment in it."
    Links:
    Ben Fritz's WSJ Page
    Ben Fritz's Website
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    Indie Film Highlight: LAST SUMMER (2023)

    03/05/2026 | 1 mins.
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    Every Sunday, I'll post a quick video -- and podcast -- about an indie film from at least a year ago. Today's film: LAST SUMMER (2023)
    Director: Catherine Breillat
    Writers: Catherine Breillat; Pascal Bonitzer; Maren Louise Käehne
    Stars: Léa Drucker; Samuel Kircher; Olivier Rabourdin
    SYNOPSIS
    Successful lawyer Anne leads a happy life with her husband Pierre and their two daughters. But when she begins an affair with Theo, Pierre's son from a previous marriage, her career and family life are in jeopardy.
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