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What if heaven isn’t a reward waiting at the end of your life, but something you can step into right now?
In this episode, Vinney Tolman, author of The Light After Death, shares the near-death experience that turned his understanding of Christianity upside down. Raised to see life as a courtroom where souls are sorted for heaven or hell, Vinney found himself watching his own death, then being met by a loving guide he later recognized in a family photo as one of his ancestors.
Jaisa and Rachael dig into what he saw on the other side, why he came back feeling more Christian than ever, and what he learned about fear, love and the teachings of Jesus, the one he calls Yeshua.
The ladies also explore whether heaven is a place, a choice or a state of being, why Vinney sees hell as fear we choose until it starts choosing us, and how reincarnation may have once been part of Christian thought.
This conversation is for anyone who was taught to fear the afterlife and is ready to imagine something far more loving.
Vinney Tolman:
Vincent “Vinney” Tolman is the author of The Light After Death: My Journey to Heaven and Back. Since his near-death experience, he has shared his story around the world, inviting people to see heaven, love and faith through a far more expansive lens.
Website: https://thelightafterdeath.com/
Instagram: @VinneyTolman
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Episode 67: Angels, Intuition & Divine Guidance w/ Kyle Gray
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Which Spirit Outspoken episodes changed us the most? In this Ask Rach & Jais minisode, Rachael and Jaisa revisit the guests, conversations, and revelations that challenged everything they thought they knew about faith, feminism, and Christianity.
From Joash Thomas and Father Pete Nunnally to deep dives into Mary Magdalene, the Gnostic Gospels, Celtic Christianity, and the Bible's history, they share the moments that sparked some of their biggest spiritual shifts.
Expect laughs, honest reflections, and plenty of rabbit holes as they look back on two years of questioning, growing, and unlearning. Whether you're a longtime listener or new to Spirit Outspoken, this episode might inspire you to revisit a favorite, or discover one you missed.
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When the faith you were raised in no longer has room for who you are, where do you go next?
Singer-songwriter Garrison Starr joins Jaisa and Rachael to talk about growing up gay in an evangelical Mississippi community, losing friends and church family along the way, and grieving the beliefs she could no longer hold. It's an honest conversation filled with laughter, vulnerability, and moments that hit deep.
Garrison shares how songwriting became her path back to the sacred, including her new album, The Gospel Truth, which she describes as “swamp gospel hymns for humans.” Together, they explore learning to trust your own intuition, giving yourself permission to question, and discovering belonging on the other side of deconstruction.
For anyone who's ever felt like they had to choose between being true to themselves and belonging to their faith community.
Garrison Starr:
Garrison Starr is a singer, songwriter and Grammy-nominated record producer whose work spans Americana, indie folk and soul. Her new album, The Gospel Truth, continues her story of healing from an evangelical Christian upbringing.

Website: https://www.garrisonstarr.com/
Instagram: @GarrisonStarr https://www.instagram.com/garrisonstarr/
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Episode 58 - The1946 Mistake That Changed Christianity: "How Homosexual Entered the Bible
Episode 59 - What We Got Wrong About Homosexuality (Culture, Politics & the Church) 
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How did friendship, grief, faith, and unexpected intuitive experiences lead Rachael and Jaisa to start a podcast? They share the moments that brought them together, and why they’re not afraid to talk about the things others might shy away from.
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The patriarchy didn’t just shape Christianity, it taught women to distrust their bodies, intuition, and spiritual knowing.

In this episode, Chelsea Kim Long, author of Faithfully Dissident Daughters, shares the awakening that led her to rethink purity culture, embodiment, church history, and the divine feminine. This episode provides a deep conversation about what women have been taught to fear, why pregnancy became a turning point in her faith, and what can happen when women begin trusting themselves again.

Chelsea explores how male-centered theology can make God feel distant, how biblical language around birth and being “born again” can open the door to a more feminine understanding of the divine, and why representation matters, in faith, community, and our understanding of God.

The ladies discuss Mary Magdalene, the women surrounding Jesus, and scholarship that questions whether their roles were minimized over time. Chelsea shares the theory that Mary of Bethany and Mary Magdalene may have been the same woman, why that possibility matters, and how scripture can look different when read through the lenses of mysticism, embodiment, and contemplative Christianity.

This conversation is for anyone deconstructing, reconstructing, or wondering whether a more expansive and life-giving Christianity has been there all along.

Our guest:
Chelsea Kim Long is the author of Faithfully Dissident Daughters and a writer, speaker, and spiritual seeker whose work explores Christianity through embodiment, mysticism, and the divine feminine. Her work invites people to approach progressive Christianity with greater honesty, curiosity, and freedom.

Website: https://www.chelseakimlong.com/
Instagram: @chelseakimlong  

If you enjoyed this episode be sure to check out:
Episode 48: Banned from the Bible: The Hidden Gospel of Paul & Thecla w/ Meggan Watterson

Episode 91: Mysticism, Empire & Finding Our Way Back to Love w/ Joash P Thomas

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