Maggie Gilewicz supports those navigating the journey of awakening. Her work is devoted to humanizing awakening by bringing honesty, nuance and emotional depth to a path often clouded by spiritual idealism and bypassing. Through her one-on-one sessions, astrology and YouTube channel, Humanzing Awakening, she offers a space where the personal and impersonal aspects of human experience are explored with honesty, curiosity and compassion. She holds a PhD in sociology and an MA in political science. She's a lover of simplicity, learning and laughter.
MaggieĀ offers a candid, often humorous portrait of awakening as a messy, deeply human journey rather than a clean escape into transcendence. She and Rick explore how growing up in an alcoholic family, a teenage glimpse of āPeace with a capital P,ā and years in academia prepared the ground for a powerful perceptual shift that came not through formal practice, but through intense inquiry into the nature of thought. That shift opened into several years of profound equanimity and a sense of inherent wholeness, and then into multiple ādark nightsā of depression, fear, and trauma surfacing that gradually forced her out of spiritual bypass and into fully embodied feeling. Maggie describes later emptiness and ānoādoerā realizations, energetic/Kundaliniālike phenomena, and the slow integration of shadow, relationship, and ordinary life. Throughout, she emphasizes that awakening is an innate capacity available to ordinary people, and that its true fruition is not leaving our humanity behind but discovering a deeper, kinder way of being human.
Book:Ā Awakening to be Human
Website: drmaggieg.com
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Transcript of this interview
Interview recorded January 17, 2026
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00 ā āI thought Iād explodeā: intense experience and opening Ā
āÆ00:28 ā Rickās intro: ordinary people, extraordinary awakenings Ā
āÆ02:28 ā Who is Maggie? Sociology, coaching, astrology, and her book Ā
āÆ04:44 ā Humanizing awakening vs. transcendent escape Ā
āÆ08:49 ā Awakening as innate capacity, not a special club Ā
āÆ13:26 ā Suffering, crisis, and what actually starts the search Ā
āÆ18:27 ā Feeling like a āstranger in a strange landā as a child Ā
āÆ23:44 ā Alcoholism in the family and teenage glimpse of capitalāP Peace Ā
āÆ31:04 ā Academic life, selfāhelp, and the first big perceptual shift Ā
āÆ35:39 ā Lunch in Arizona: seeing life without thought Ā
āÆ42:03 ā Living in equanimity while life stays challenging Ā
āÆ44:50 ā When peace cracks: depression, terror, and dark nights Ā
āÆ50:56 ā āItās all just thoughtā: insight, bypass, and its limits Ā
āÆ56:40 ā Multiple dark nights and the exhaustion of mental strategies Ā
āÆ1:04:10 ā Innocence of everyone and dropping the ābrokenā selfāimage Ā
āÆ1:11:20 ā Insight vs. intellectual understanding Ā
āÆ1:18:40 ā Solar plexus knot, existential angst, and deeper unwinding Ā
āÆ1:24:04 ā Emptiness, nonāseparation, and the body as formless Ā
āÆ1:29:07 ā Noādoer, cleaning the house, and life happening by itself Ā
āÆ1:35:00 ā Energetic/Kundaliniālike phenomena and somatic release Ā
āÆ1:41:30 ā Relationship, triggers, and the necessity of shadow work Ā
āÆ1:47:50 ā Trauma, nervous system sensitivity, and honoring the body Ā
āÆ1:53:10 ā Is awakening compatible with being fully human? Ā
āÆ1:58:20 ā āNobody here,ā ahamkara, and functioning without a solid āmeā Ā
āÆ2:03:00 ā Common myths about awakening (special people, perfect conditions, no more problems) Ā
āÆ2:09:30 ā Final reflections: ordinary life, AI, collective crisis, and a more human awakening