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    From Rock Machine to Human Be w/ Uday Benegal

    25/06/2026 | 1h 1 mins.
    Uday Benegal is the founding vocalist of Indus Creed (formerly Rock Machine), the Bombay band that  that arguably forced the rest of the world to acknowledge the existence of a culture that had always existed inside post-colonial India amidst the crossfire of an East and West not always as hypothetical as portrayed.

    Rock Music. 

    Indus Creed navigated a global music industry with no label, no budget, and no precedent, and still managed to land an MTV Video Music Award at a time when public internet did not exist in India, and its passport offered access to a fraction of the countries whose culture flowed freely the other way; a one-way traffic that remains a controversial dynamic in the history of the world's largest democracy.

    This conversation traces the journey from Bombay bus rides hoping to catch unannounced matinee shows of ‘Woodstock’, to the New York club scene eventually leading to a long creative silence, and Uday’s much awaited solo EP that finally broke it, in his Goa home this May. 

     

    Listen to the second half of the episode.

     

    Resource Links: 

    Free Artist Training.

    Brought to you by the Holistic Musician Academy.

     

    Connect with Uday: 

    https://www.instagram.com/udaybenegal/

    https://www.facebook.com/udaybenegal/

     

    Connect with T.L.

    www.findTL.com

     

    Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com
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    "Limiting Beliefs" — A Limiting Belief?

    19/06/2026 | 28 mins.
    Most creatives know that beliefs are holding them back.

    Some can articulate them, analyse them, even replace them with supposedly empowering alternatives.

    Yet the behaviour often remains unchanged, and the resistance stubbornly intact. 

     

    What comes up:

    Why "limiting belief" might be the inaccurate terminology 

    What self-sabotage is actually trying to do 

    The question I used to ask, and the one I ask now

    Why knowing the pattern doesn't always break it

    The beliefs you never chose

     

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    Free Artist Training

    Coaching + courses

     

    Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com
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    Familiarity is not safety

    11/06/2026 | 24 mins.
    The brain mistakes repetition for safety, comfort for understanding, and endurance for choice.

    This confusion runs deeper than personal relationships; it shapes entire careers, industries, and the inherited scripts we mistake for our own lives. 

    What comes up:

    Why the decisions that change your life rarely feel safe at the time

    Why the brain is a prediction machine, not a happiness machine

    Liking things simply because we've seen them before

    The known wound vs. the unknown opening

    The music industry as an amplified version of everyone's life

    The starving artist: when suffering becomes a costume, then an identity

    Is this safe, or just recognised?

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    Free Artist Training

    Coaching + courses

     

    Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com

    Episode Notes / Text : www.tlwrites.com
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    Saying 'No'

    03/06/2026 | 17 mins.
    Saying no sounds simple. It isn't, and not for the reasons most people think.

    In this episode I unpack why the word itself was never really the problem, what's actually happening when we can't hold a line, and why the emotional aftermath of a boundary is harder than the boundary itself.

    Drawn from real situations — a collaboration that needed a hard conversation, a coaching relationship that got uncomfortably accurate, and years of running a business through someone else's framework, this one gets personal.

    What comes up:

    Why setting boundaries is easy and living with them isn't

    The two identities in conflict every time you want to say no

    How chronic yes becomes a survival strategy — and then a prison

    Why managing other people's emotions is costing you more than you think

    What congruence actually feels like when you finally get there

    Read the article.

    Free Artist Training

    Coaching + courses

     

    Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com

    Episode Notes / Text : www.tlwrites.com
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    The Lost History of Indian Jazz w/ Sandhya Sanjana

    28/05/2026 | 53 mins.
    There is an entire chapter of Indian music history that has shaped global music in unknown ways remains preserved only in the human memory of a select few. 

    Sandhya Sanjana is one of those humans.

    Long before "world music" became a marketing category, she was part of a generation of home-grown South-Asian artists blurring the edges of jazz, global and Indian classical music by a trial and error met with genuine curiosity, rather than novelty. 

    Co-founder one of India's earliest internationally touring world-fusion ensembles, Sanjana has been more than thirty albums, and spent decades moving between radically different musical worlds without reducing either of them into aesthetic decoration.

    In this conversation, we try to trace that arc.

    From an upbringing between Bombay and Delhi, to the nightclub circuits of Calcutta, with first-generation Indian Jazz musicians.

    From backstage blessings from Alice Coltrane after the exchange of a cassette tape, to the origins of India’s first international festival ‘Jazz Yatra’ where the appearances from the likes of icons such Art Blakey, Max Roach, Stan Getz, Freddie Hubbard and John Handy and their days in India in open exchange with local musicians threaten to fade away amidst undocumented history.

    What emerges is not nostalgia, but a portrait of a generation of artists that worked without the visibility, institutional support, or mythology later scenes would inherit. 

    Artists building language in real time. Documenting culture through performance while remaining largely undocumented themselves.

    In the words of Sandhya herself, much of that era was "not presented to the world." 

    This conversation tries to remember. 

     

    Listen to the second half of the episode.

     

    Connect with Sandhya:

    https://instagram.com/achhamusica

    https://facebook.com/sandhyasanjana

    https://youtube.com/@achha_musica

     

    Connect with T.L. Mazumdar:

    https://findtl.com/

    Free Artist Training.

    Brought to you by the Holistic Musician Academy.
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Podcast for the holistic musician. From Grammy-Award winners, NY Times best-selling authors, and lesser-known heroes, Indian-German Musician/Educator T.L. Mazumdar engages in conversations with path-breakers meant to open minds for artists and audiences alike. DISCLAIMER : The views of guests are not necessarily reflective of T.L. Mazumdar’s. T.L. Mazumdar is not affiliated to any religious institutions or organizations.
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