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The Messed Up Gardener

Esther William (Aitken)
The Messed Up Gardener
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  • The Messed Up Gardener

    Ep 171: Why Your Garden Isn’t Saving You Money… (And How to Fix It)

    04/04/2026 | 29 mins.
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    👉 Free Gardening Resources at the bottom of the show notes
    Hi Welcome to The Messed Up Gardener  
    Most gardens look productive… But are they actually saving you money?
    Or just making you feel like they are?
    In this episode of The Messed-Up Gardener, Esther Williams explores a question most gardeners never stop to ask.
    Because the truth is, many gardens are beautifully designed for enjoyment…
    👉 but not for financial impact
    That doesn’t mean your garden isn’t valuable.
    In fact — the opposite is true.
    When you start looking at your garden through a slightly different lens…
    you begin to see where the real opportunity is.
    In this episode you’ll discover:
    🌱 Why most gardens replace the cheapest parts of your grocery bill — not the expensive ones
    🌱 The simple mindset shift that turns a garden from a hobby into a strategy
    🌱 What “high-impact crops” actually are — and why they matter
    🌱 The $1 vs $10 rule that changes how you choose what to grow
    🌱 Why some gardens never save money (even when they should)
    🌱 How small changes can quietly reduce your grocery bill over time
    🌱 The hidden ways gardening saves money beyond just what you harvest
    If you’ve ever wondered why your garden isn’t making a bigger difference financially…
    👉 this episode will change how you see everything you grow
    🎧 Press play above to listen
    If you enjoyed this episode, please consider sharing it with a fellow gardener or leaving a review. It genuinely helps more people discover the show.
    And if you'd like structured help turning your garden into something more productive…
    my guides are waiting for you below 👇
    🌿 Helpful Garden Resources
    If you'd like to keep learning, you can explore some of my practical gardening resources:
    🌱 Create Your Own DIY Self-Watering Planters
     A step-by-step guide to building simple systems that help your garden thrive
    https://stan.store/EstherA/p/create-your-own-diy-self-watering-garden-planters
    🌱 Free Gardening Resources
    You can also grab a few of my free guides designed to help gardeners build confidence:
    🌿 12 Essential Tips for a Thriving Garden
     Practical guidance from planning through to harvest
    https://stan.store/EstherA
    🌿 Organic Gardening Cheat Sheet
     Simple natural methods for chemical-free growing
    https://stan.store/EstherA
    🌿 Garden Goals Planning Worksheet
     A simple worksheet to help you plan your garden with intention
    https://stan.store/EstherA/p/get-my-garden-goals-planning-worksheet-now
    🌿 Follow the Journey
    Facebook
    🌿 The Messed Up Gardener
     🍄 Shesther’s Gourmet
    🌐 www.themessedupgardener.com
    📩 [email protected]
    Until next time, remember:
    Gardening can happen in any space, in any place, and on any budget.
  • The Messed Up Gardener

    Ep 170: The Hidden Reason Many People Give Up Gardening

    28/03/2026 | 17 mins.
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    Most people don’t give up gardening because they didn’t enjoy it.
    They give up because the first year feels harder than they expected.
    Because what most people don’t realise is this:
    The first year isn’t about success.
     It’s about learning.
    And many gardeners stop just before everything starts to get easier.
    In this episode of The Messed-Up Gardener, Esther Williams explores what’s really happening during that first season — and why it can feel frustrating, confusing, and sometimes overwhelming.
    Not because you’re doing it wrong…
     but because you’re right in the middle of the learning curve.
    🌱 In this episode you’ll discover:
    🌿 Why the first year of gardening is often the hardest
     🌿 The gap between the “garden dream” and reality
    🌿 What the “messy middle” actually means
    🌿 Why soil matters more than plants
    🌿 How gardening knowledge compounds over time
    🌿 Why the second year feels so much easier
    If you’ve ever felt like your garden wasn’t working…
    This episode will help you realise:
    You’re not failing.
     You’re learning.
    🌿 If This Episode Helped
    Share it with someone who might be feeling discouraged in their garden 🌱
     Or leave a review — it helps more gardeners find the show.
    🌿 Free Gardening Resources
    🌿 12 Essential Tips for a Thriving Garden
     https://stan.store/EstherA
    🌿 Organic Gardening Cheat Sheet
     https://stan.store/EstherA
    🌿 Garden Goals Planning Worksheet
     https://stan.store/EstherA/p/get-my-garden-goals-planning-worksheet-now
    Until next time, remember:
    Gardening can happen in any space, in any place, and on any budget. 🌿
    Gardening can happen in any space, in any place, and on any budget.
  • The Messed Up Gardener

    Ep 169: Why Knowing How to Grow Food Changes the Way You See the World

    21/03/2026 | 26 mins.
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    Free Gardening Resources at the bottom of the show notes
    What if the way you see food… isn’t the full picture?
    Most people experience food as something finished.
     Packaged. Convenient. Ready to cook.
    But the moment you start growing your own food…
     that perspective begins to shift.
    Because once you understand how food is actually grown —
     you don’t just change what you eat…
     you change how you see the world.
    In this episode of The Messed-Up Gardener, Esther Williams explores the quiet but powerful mindset shifts that happen when you start growing your own food.
    Not in a complicated way —
     but in a real, practical, lived-experience way.
    In this episode you’ll discover:
    🌱 Why food stops feeling like a product — and starts feeling like a process
     🌱 The moment growing your own food changes how you think
     🌱 Why gardeners start seeing systems and patterns everywhere
     🌱 The shift that makes soil more important than plants
     🌱 How growing food builds confidence, resilience, and perspective
     🌱 Why even a small garden can change how you see food forever
    If you’ve ever felt like gardening is “just a hobby”…
     this episode might completely change how you see it.
    Because gardening isn’t just about growing food.
     It’s about understanding it.
    🎧 Press play above to listen.
    If this episode resonated with you, consider sharing it with someone who might need a fresh perspective on food, gardening, or simply slowing down.
    And if you haven’t already, leaving a review genuinely helps this podcast grow and reach more gardeners.
    And just quietly…
     if you’ve been following along, something exciting is happening behind the scenes.
    The very first Messed-Up Gardener product is about to go live 🌿
    If you'd like early access before it launches publicly, send me a message and I’ll happily send you the waitlist link.
    📩 Reach out here:
     [email protected]
    Follow the Journey
    Facebook
    🌿 The Messed Up Gardener
     🍄 Shesther’s Gourmet
    🌐 www.themessedupgardener.com
    Helpful Garden Resources
    If you'd like to keep learning, you can explore some of my practical gardening resources:
    🌱 Create Your Own DIY Self-Watering Planters
    A step-by-step guide to building simple systems that help your garden thrive.
    https://stan.store/EstherA/p/create-your-own-diy-self-watering-garden-planters
    Free Gardening Resources
    You can also grab a few of my free guides designed to help gardeners build confidence:
    🌿 12 Essential Tips for a Thriving Garden
    Practical guidance from planning through to harvest
    https://stan.store/EstherA
    🌿 Organic Gardening Cheat Sheet
    Simple natural methods for chemical-free growing
    https://stan.store/EstherA
    🌿 Garden Goals Planning Worksheet
    A simple worksheet to help you plan your garden with intention
    https://stan.store/EstherA/p/get-my-garden-goals-planning-worksheet-now
    Until next time, remember:
    Gardening can happen in any space, in any place, and on any budget. 🌿
    Gardening can happen in any space, in any place, and on any budget.
  • The Messed Up Gardener

    Ep 168: If Supermarkets Closed Tomorrow, Could Your Garden Feed You?

    14/03/2026 | 20 mins.
    🎧Press Play to Listen to Today’s Episode
    Free Gardening Resources at the bottom of the show notes   
    What would actually happen if the supermarkets shut tomorrow?
    Would your garden feed you?
    Or would it simply provide a few fresh ingredients for dinner?
    In this episode of The Messed-Up Gardener, Esther Williams explores a question most gardeners never stop to ask.
    Not in a dramatic or doomsday way — but in a practical, thoughtful way.
    Because the truth is, many home gardens are beautifully designed for flavour and variety, but not necessarily for energy or food security.
    That doesn’t mean gardens aren’t valuable.
    In fact, the opposite is true.
    When you start looking at your garden through a slightly different lens, you begin to understand something powerful about food, resilience, and the quiet skills that gardeners develop over time.
    In this episode you’ll discover:
    🌱 Why most home gardens are designed to supplement meals rather than feed households
    🌱 The surprising difference between “support crops” and “fuel crops”
    🌱 Why staple crops like potatoes, corn and beans have historically fed entire civilizations
    🌱 The often overlooked role of storage crops in real food resilience
    🌱 Why garden design and crop choice quietly determine how productive a garden can become
    🌱 The hidden advantage every gardener gains simply by learning how to grow food
    If you’ve ever wondered whether your garden could provide more than just seasonal vegetables, this episode will help you step back and see your garden from a completely new perspective.
    🎧 Press play above to listen.
    If you enjoyed this episode, please consider sharing it with a fellow gardener or leaving a review. It helps more people discover the show.
    And if you'd like to see what I'm working on behind the scenes, our very first Messed-Up Gardener product is about to go live.
    If you'd like a sneak peek before the launch, send me a message and I’ll happily send you the waitlist link.
    📩 Reach out here:
     [email protected]

    Follow the Journey
    Facebook
    🌿 The Messed Up Gardener
    🍄 Shesther’s Gourmet
    🌐 www.themessedupgardener.com
    Helpful Garden Resources
    If you'd like to keep learning, you can explore some of my practical gardening resources:
    🌱 Create Your Own DIY Self-Watering Planters
    A step-by-step guide to building simple systems that help your garden thrive.
    https://stan.store/EstherA/p/create-your-own-diy-self-watering-garden-planters

    Free Gardening Resources
    You can also grab a few of my free guides designed to help gardeners build confidence:
    🌿 12 Essential Tips for a Thriving Garden
    Practical guidance from planning through to harvest
    https://stan.store/EstherA
    🌿 Organic Gardening Cheat Sheet
    Simple natural methods for chemical-free growing
    https://stan.store/EstherA
    🌿 Garden Goals Planning Worksheet
    A simple worksheet to help you plan your garden with intention
    https://stan.store/EstherA/p/get-my-garden-goals-planning-worksheet-now
    Until next time, remember:
    Gardening can happen in any space, in any place, and on any budget. 🌿
    Gardening can happen in any space, in any place, and on any budget.
  • The Messed Up Gardener

    Ep 167: Why Sustainable Gardens Get Easier Every Year (And Why Some Get Harder)

    07/03/2026 | 27 mins.
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    Some gardens quietly become easier every year.
    Others slowly become harder — and before you realise it, you feel like you’re constantly catching up… watering more, fixing more, rescuing more.
    But the difference usually isn’t effort.
    It’s strategy.
    In this episode of The Messed-Up Gardener, Esther Williams resets the idea of “sustainable gardening” and explains why the gardens that thrive long-term are almost always built on a few simple systems working together.
    Not perfection.
    Not expensive products.
    And not complicated ideology.
    Just thoughtful design.
    In this episode you’ll discover:
    🌱 Why some gardens become easier every season while others slowly become more work
    🌱 The five quiet “flows” that make sustainable gardens function smoothly
    🌱 How to reduce what Esther calls rescue gardening — constantly fixing problems instead of preventing them
    🌱 Why small-space gardeners can absolutely build sustainable systems
    🌱 The hidden financial truth behind gardens that compound their value over time
    If your garden has ever felt like it’s getting harder instead of easier, this episode will help you step back and see what might be missing.
    🎧 Press play above to listen.
    If you enjoyed this episode, please consider sharing it with a fellow gardener or leaving a review. It helps more people discover the show.
    And if you’d like support building confidence in your own garden — or even exploring a garden-based business idea — I still have a few one-on-one mentoring spaces available.
    📩 Reach out here:
    [email protected]
    www.themessedupgardener.com
    Follow the journey
    Facebook
     🌿 The Messed Up Gardener
     🍄 Shesther’s Gourmet
    Helpful Garden Resources
    If you'd like to keep learning, you can also explore a few of my practical gardening resources:
    🌱 Create Your Own DIY Self-Watering Planters
    A step-by-step guide to building simple systems that help your garden thrive.
    https://stan.store/EstherA/p/create-your-own-diy-self-watering-garden-planters

    Free Gardening Resources
    You can also grab a few of my free guides designed to help gardeners build confidence:
    🌿 12 Essential Tips for a Thriving Garden
    Practical guidance from planning through to harvest
    https://stan.store/EstherA

    🌿 Organic Gardening Cheat Sheet
    Simple natural methods for chemical-free growing
    https://stan.store/EstherA

    🌿 Garden Goals Planning Worksheet
    A simple worksheet to help you plan your garden with intention
    https://stan.store/EstherA/p/get-my-garden-goals-planning-worksheet-now
    Until next time, remember:
    Gardening can happen in any space, in any place, and on any budget. 🌿
    Gardening can happen in any space, in any place, and on any budget.

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About The Messed Up Gardener

Hello and Welcome to The Messed Up Gardener. This podcast covers all areas of gardening from a beginner, intermediate to advanced level. It covers gardening on any budget, any space, any place. There are no rules when it comes to me, and my gardens and I do it messy. There is nothing more fun than getting your hands dirty and creating that space that gives you joy and abundance. This podcast will give tips, tricks, hacks and methodology’s to make any space work from the tiny indoor garden to the rolling meadows with even a dash of bees, mushrooms and hydroponics thrown in. I have been a horticulturist for as long as I can remember and in the industry since I was 15 so that’s nearly 30 years of hands on gardening experience. I am really looking forward to being on this journey & doing it messy with you.
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