The Rollercoaster Podcast

There are some stories you hear that stay with you long after the conversation ends. This is one of them.

In this episode, I sit down with Nathan Wieser, a husband, father and author of We Did It, to talk about a journey through pregnancy loss, infant loss, miscarriage, PTSD, grief and a fight to become a father that lasted more than a decade. Nathan and his wife Lucy endured loss after loss. But nothing could prepare them for the day their daughter Mary died during birth, while Lucy herself was fighting to stay alive. 

Nathan remembers sitting alone in a hospital hallway waiting for one thing: to hear his daughter cry. The cry never came. What followed were years of grief, trauma and fear before they found the courage to try again.

Then came Otto. Born at just 26 weeks and weighing only two pounds, Otto spent 121 days in the NICU fighting through emergency surgeries, sepsis and moments when his parents didn't know if he would survive.

In this episode:
Losing their daughter Mary during childbirth and nearly losing Lucy too
The miscarriages, grief and PTSD that followed their devastating loss
Finding the courage to try for another child after years of trauma
Otto’s premature birth and the terrifying 121-day fight for his life in the NICU
How loss changed Nathan’s perspective on fatherhood, marriage and what truly matters

This is an incredibly raw conversation about losing children, surviving trauma, marriage, fatherhood and finding hope when life has given you every reason to stop believing things can get better.

This conversation gave me a lot to think about as a father. I think it will do the same for you.

Key Moments:
00:00 Waiting for a Cry That Never Came
06:22 The Diagnosis No Parent Is Ready For
12:38 The Moment Everything Went Horribly Wrong
18:04 Telling His Wife Their Baby Had Died
24:19 Could They Ever Try for a Baby Again?
28:17 Losing Their Twins Without a Heartbeat
31:12 The Phone Call That Saved His Life
36:45 Meeting His Two-Pound Son for the First Time
41:42 The NICU Nightmare Begins
47:25 His Heart Stopped Again
49:13 The Miracle Doctors Couldn’t Explain
52:06 They Finally Got Home... Then Lost Everything
54:15 Walking Through Hell to Find Their Miracle
58:28 The Best and Worst of the Medical System
1:00:36 Why He Gave Up Alcohol for His Son

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We Did It by Nathan Wieser (Author): https://www.amazon.com/We-Did-perspective-enduring-miscarriages/dp/B0FLVTTHPY/

In this episode, I sit down with Jaclyn Rose, a mental health advocate whose life has been shaped by unimaginable loss. Jaclyn shares the heartbreaking story of losing her uncle to suicide, her father to addiction, and years later, her older brother to the very same battle. Rather than allowing grief to harden her heart, she chose to understand it.

This conversation challenged the way I think about addiction, mental health, suicide, grief, and what it truly means to love someone who is suffering. We talk about the silence that often surrounds these struggles, why shame keeps so many families trapped, and how healing begins when we stop asking, “How could you do this to us?” and start asking, “What pain were you carrying?”

In this episode:
Losing her uncle, father, and brother to suicide and addiction
The text message from her dad hours before he unexpectedly died
Why shame and silence make grief even harder to carry
What addiction taught her about love, forgiveness, and compassion
How she turned unimaginable loss into a mission to help others heal

If you've ever lost someone to suicide or addiction, love someone battling mental illness, or are carrying grief that still feels too heavy to name, I hope this episode reminds you that you are not alone.

Key Moments:
00:00 The Text Message That Changed Everything
05:12 Seeing Her Uncle After Suicide at Just 9 Years Old
09:08 Why Silence Makes Grief Even Worse
16:17 The Birthday That Changed Her Relationship with Her Dad
20:01 The Truth About Her Father's Addiction
24:03 Reuniting With Her Dad One Week Before He Died
31:00 How Grief Turned Into Anxiety, Addiction & Survival
34:19 Why Time Doesn't Heal Trauma
36:05 Can You Love Someone Who Keeps Hurting You?
43:03 What Addiction Really Feels Like
46:41 Her Brother Started Following the Same Path
50:10 Loving Someone Without Enabling Them
54:08 "I Got My Son Back"... Or So We Thought
59:20 The Second Phone Call That Broke Her Heart
1:02:00 Saying Goodbye Without Shame
1:07:48 The Biggest Gaps in Mental Health Treatment
1:10:04 Why We Need to Change the Way We Talk About Grief

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As a parent, there are certain things you never think you’ll have to face. Watching your child fight for their life is one of them.

In this episode, I sit down with Jheri South, a mother of seven whose story is filled with heartbreak, addiction, mental health struggles, suicide attempts, and an unbelievable determination to keep fighting.

Jheri shares how her seemingly picture-perfect life unraveled when her husband’s crystal meth addiction tore their family apart. Years later, she would face every parent’s worst nightmare when her daughter Grace attempted to take her own life and collapsed into her arms having seizures.

What follows is a raw conversation about suicide, autism in girls, ADHD, neurodivergence, parenting teenagers, and what our children may be carrying without us ever knowing.

In this episode:
Addiction tearing apart Jheri’s family

The warning signs she never saw coming

The night she almost lost her daughter

Discovering undiagnosed autism and ADHD

How parents can truly connect with struggling teens

This conversation gave me a lot to think about as a father. I think it will do the same for you.

Key Moments:
0:00 I Thought My Daughter Was Dying 
6:36 Leaving Home at Just 15 
10:02 When My Kids’ Mental Health Changed 
16:01 The Loneliness Nobody Saw 
23:26 The Mindset Shift That Changed Everything 
29:16 The Suicide Attempt That Haunts Me 
35:22 The Night My Daughter Tried to Die 
40:02 “Are We in Heaven?” 
47:32 Parenting vs. Connecting With Your Teen 
54:22 The Hidden Damage of Seeking Approval 
58:02 Are You Borrowing Your Self-Confidence? 
1:04:02 Your Thoughts Aren’t Always True 
1:06:57 Breaking Free From External Validation

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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jherisouth/

In this episode of the Roller Coaster Podcast, I sit down with Rebecca Doyle, who shares the heartbreaking story of losing her only brother, Edward, to an unexpected complication from cancer treatment at just 28 years old. What started as stomach pain quickly became a Stage 3 cancer diagnosis, months of chemotherapy, and a phone call that changed her life forever.

Rebecca opens up about watching her brother die over FaceTime, the grief she buried to stay strong for her young daughter, and how years of unresolved trauma, postpartum depression, and unimaginable loss eventually pushed her to the brink of suicide. This is an honest conversation about grief, survival, faith, and finding a reason to keep living when life feels impossible.

In this episode:
Losing her only brother to cancer just days after doctors said he was close to remission

The FaceTime call where she watched her brother die and how that moment changed her forever

How buried grief, postpartum depression, and trauma led her to two suicide attempts

The moment she chose to ask for help, entered psychiatric care, and began healing

Finding hope through therapy, faith, and rebuilding a life she never thought she'd want to live again

If you've ever lost someone you love, struggled with suicidal thoughts, or wondered if healing is possible after tragedy, I truly believe this conversation will remind you that you're not alone.

Key Moments:
00:00 The Phone Call That Changed Everything
03:39 "Edward Is Going to Die Today"
06:12 Why Her Brother Meant Everything
09:38 The Stage 3 Cancer Diagnosis
11:57 The Chemo Complication That Killed Him
16:02 When Grief Became Suicidal Thoughts
19:44 The Night She Tried to End Her Life
21:40 Her Second Suicide Attempt
24:51 How Does Someone Reach That Breaking Point?
27:55 Why She Couldn't Stop Blaming Herself
30:30 What Her Brother Would Say Today
33:28 The Truth About Therapy No One Wants to Hear

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Some stories leave you speechless. This is one of them.

In this episode, I sit down with Kelle Bott for one of the most raw, emotional, and unforgettable conversations we've ever had on the Rollercoaster Podcast.

At just 18 years old, Kelle watched her father take his final breath. In a matter of seconds, the person she believed was invincible was gone, and the grief that followed completely changed the course of her life. What started as a way to numb the pain through alcohol quickly became a devastating addiction filled with withdrawal, hallucinations, relapse, isolation, and the belief that she would never be okay again.

But Kelle's story doesn't end there.

She courageously shares her journey through addiction recovery, entering treatment, losing a baby through miscarriage, becoming pregnant again, and making the heartbreaking decision to place her son for adoption so he could have the life she dreamed of giving him.

This conversation is about grief, alcoholism, sobriety, recovery, trauma, motherhood, open adoption, healing, and finding hope when life feels impossible. Kelle's vulnerability is extraordinary, and her story is one that will stay with you long after this episode ends.

In this episode:
Watching her father take his last breath in the ICU

How grief turned into a life-threatening alcohol addiction

Losing herself after the death of the person she loved most

Why she almost chose abortion with her second pregnancy

The heartbreaking decision to place her son for adoption

Finding sobriety, healing, and hope after unimaginable loss

If you've ever experienced loss, struggled with addiction, questioned your worth, or wondered if life could ever get better, this conversation is for you.

Key Moments:
00:00 The Last Night I Ever Had With My Dad
04:27 COVID Took My Dad So Fast
09:00 The Impossible Decision to Let Him Go
14:00 The Promise My Dad Never Got to Keep
19:10 When Grief Turned Into Alcoholism
24:15 Alcohol Took Control of My Life
29:35 Detox Saved My Life
35:20 The Wake-Up Call I Couldn't Ignore
40:40 I Got Pregnant 90 Days Sober
45:30 I Almost Chose Abortion
49:20 Hiding My Pregnancy From Everyone
52:05 The First Time I Held My Son
53:30 His Father Overdosed in My Hospital Room
55:45 My Final Night With My Baby
58:10 The Hardest Goodbye of My Life
1:03:40 How I Found Hope Again
1:07:00 If You're Struggling, Hear This

Connect with Kelle Bott:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kellebott/

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