this is bipolar

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    Men's Mental Health l Work &. Bipolar Disorder with BRuss (2023)

    12/06/2026 | 58 mins.
    What does bipolar disorder look like at work?

    In this candid and relatable conversation, Shaley sits down with mental health advocate Brandon to talk about the realities of navigating employment while living with bipolar disorder. From thriving in creative environments to struggling with organization, depression, anxiety, rejection sensitivity, and workplace expectations, they share personal stories of jobs that worked, jobs that didn't, and the lessons they've learned along the way.

    Together, they explore how bipolar disorder can impact productivity, communication, confidence, relationships with coworkers, and even the way we organize our desks, calendars, and lives. They also discuss the overlap between bipolar disorder and ADHD, the pressure of fitting into traditional workplace structures, and why understanding your strengths can be a game changer.

    This episode is a reminder that success doesn't have to look like everyone else's version of success. Sometimes "organized chaos" is still success, and sometimes the key is finding environments that allow you to work with your brain instead of against it.

    Whether you're struggling at work, supporting someone who is, or trying to better understand how bipolar disorder impacts employment, this conversation offers honesty, hope, and practical insights.

    6 Important Timestamps
    (00:00:00) Introduction and discussion about bipolar disorder, employment, and finding work environments that fit your strengths.

    (00:11:30) Brandon shares how organization struggles, executive functioning challenges, and possible ADHD symptoms have affected his work life.

    (00:23:15) Shaley opens up about moving away, experiencing a severe depression, losing a job, and the impact it had on her confidence and friendships.

    (00:34:40) How depression can create paranoia, self-stigma, and the feeling that everyone is judging your performance at work.

    (00:46:50) The difference between hypomania and depression in the workplace, including impulsivity, conflict with supervisors, and heightened sensitivity to criticism.

    (01:02:10) Finding your strengths, embracing creativity, advocating for workplace accommodations, and redefining what success looks like when living with bipolar disorder.
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    (BEST OF) EPISODE 19 | SUPPORTING A LOVED ONE -advice for those living alongside

    29/05/2026 | 43 mins.
    How to Support Someone with Bipolar Disorder (Part 1)

    In this deeply honest and compassionate episode of This Is Bipolar, Shaley Hoogendoorn and Julie Kraft tackle one of the most requested topics from listeners: how to support someone living with bipolar disorder or another mental illness.

    Speaking from lived experience, they open up about the realities of being on both sides of the relationship — loving someone with bipolar disorder and living with it yourself. Together, they discuss the guilt, shame, loneliness, boundaries, communication struggles, reassurance, emotional regulation, and difficult decisions that can come with supporting a loved one through mental health challenges.

    The conversation explores:

    What to do when someone refuses help

    Why boundaries matter (and why they can hurt)

    The importance of timing difficult conversations during stable moments

    How depression, anxiety, anger, and mania affect relationships

    Why reassurance and emotional safety are so important

    Supporting your loved one without losing yourself

    Finding support as a caregiver, spouse, family member, or friend

    Most importantly, this episode reminds listeners that bipolar disorder is treatable, relationships can survive and thrive, and both the person living with the illness and the people loving them deserve compassion and support.

    This is an emotional but incredibly important conversation for anyone navigating mental illness within relationships, friendships, or family dynamics.

    ⏱️ Important Timestamps

    (00:02:10) — Why this episode is emotionally difficult but deeply needed

    (00:05:35) — Can you make someone get help? Julie shares the ultimatum that changed her life

    (00:13:50) — Why boundaries feel painful for people living with bipolar disorder

    (00:22:05) — Anger, emotional intensity & seeing bipolar through a compassion lens

    (00:30:15) — Why loved ones also need support and safe spaces to talk

    (00:40:20) — Reassurance, safety & the phrases that genuinely help during episodes

    This is bipolar...

     

    Connect with Shaley Hoogendoorn

    Website: www.thisisbipolar.com
    Instagram: @this.is.bipolar

    Shaley Hoogendoorn is a Canadian mental health advocate, elementary school teacher, event planner, wife, and mama living with Bipolar II Disorder. She is the host of the podcast This Is Bipolar, where she shares honest conversations and lived experiences to help reduce stigma and remind others that they are not alone. Through storytelling, advocacy, and community-building, Shaley is passionate about creating safe spaces for people navigating bipolar disorder and mental health challenges.

     

    About Julie Kraft
    Julie Kraft is a mental health advocate, artist, author, wife, and mama living with Bipolar Disorder. Through sharing her lived experience, Julie is passionate about helping others feel seen, understood, and less alone in their mental health journeys. Known for her honesty, compassion, and creativity, she uses storytelling and advocacy to encourage open conversations around bipolar disorder, stigma, healing, and hope. www.juliekraft.com

     

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    CONVERSATIONS ABOUT Mania & Psychosis- Mel's Story

    28/04/2026 | 1h 16 mins.
    In this deeply honest and powerful conversation, Shaley sits down with mental health advocate, author, and peer mentor Mel to share her lived experience with bipolar disorder.

    Mel opens up about her early struggles, being misdiagnosed, and what it was like to experience severe depression, mania, and psychosis. She shares the reality of a nine-month depressive psychotic episode, the impact of medication, and the complexity of navigating bipolar disorder alongside physical illness, trauma, and motherhood.

    This episode also explores topics that are often misunderstood or left unspoken — including hypersexuality, eating disorders, stigma within families, and the challenges of accepting a lifelong diagnosis.

    Mel’s story is raw, real, and ultimately hopeful — a reminder that stability, purpose, and connection are possible.

    In this episode, we talk about:

    Early signs of mental health struggles in childhood

    Depression, misdiagnosis, and SSRI-induced psychosis

    What manic and psychotic episodes actually feel like

    A 9-month depressive psychotic episode

    Eating disorders and bipolar disorder

    Hypersexuality and shame

    Medication, stigma, and acceptance

    Pregnancy, postpartum mental health, and bipolar

    Writing a memoir and healing through storytelling
     KEY MOMENTS:
    (00:32:15) SSRI-triggered depressive psychosis begins
    (00:35:40) Feeling like people are imposters / losing reality
    (00:38:10) Nine-month isolation and disconnection
    (00:44:55) Shift from depression into mania
    (00:47:20) Grand delusions (believing she could become a doctor instantly)
    (00:50:30) Hallucinations and suicidal psychosis

    About Mel:

    Melissa Pang Howard is the author of the memoir Mental(ish) A Memior of Insanity and the Search for Stability. A blogger for the International Bipolar Foundation and a frequent panelist for the Reddit Bipolar AMA, she focuses on navigating Bipolar 1, c-PTSD, and the path from surviving to thriving. Through her writing and advocacy, Melissa explores the intersections of trauma, identity, and resilience to support others on their journey toward stability.

    Purchase Mel's Memoir here:

    Mental(ish): A Memoir of Insanity and the Search for Stability

    Connect with Mel:
    Instagram: @mindful_movement_for_mania

    Connect with Shaley:

    www.thisisbipolar.com
    Instagram: @this.is.bipolar

    Do you have a Bipolar Peer Support Group?

    Shaley private Instagram subscriber group is a safe, supportive space for people living with bipolar disorder.

    It’s a place to be seen, heard, and understood — where you can share openly, connect with others who truly get it, and find support on both the hard days and the good ones. Members also have access to monthly Zoom meetups for deeper connection and conversation.

    How to join:
    Go to @this.is.bipolar on Instagram and tap “Subscribe” to access the private chat and community.
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    From Memoir to Movie: A Story of Bipolar, Science & Hope

    27/03/2026 | 45 mins.
    What if the story of bipolar disorder was told not just through textbooks—but through real people, real lives, and real hope?

    In this deeply moving and insightful episode, Shaley sits down with author Sarah Schley and filmmaker Bonnie Weltch to talk about Brainstorm, a powerful new documentary that brings together lived experience and cutting-edge science to reshape how we understand bipolar disorder.

    Sarah shares her personal journey—what it was like to live for 25 years without the correct diagnosis of bipolar II, the toll that took, and what finally changed. She opens up about turning decades of pain, confusion, and stigma into her memoir, and ultimately into a film designed to reach people all over the world.

    Bonnie takes us behind the scenes of creating a documentary from the ground up—what it takes to commit years to one story, how they found and chose the individuals featured in the film, and why it was so important to weave together both human stories and scientific research. The result is a film that doesn’t just inform—it connects, validates, and inspires.

    Together, they explore the realities of bipolar II, including why it’s so often misunderstood or misdiagnosed, and why it is not a “lesser” form of bipolar disorder. They also dive into fascinating, evidence-based science featured in the film—from genetics and brain function to circadian rhythms—and how this research can actually translate into practical, everyday strategies for staying well.

    This conversation also highlights something many people living with bipolar struggle with: the ongoing nature of the illness. Even when things look “together” on the outside, there is often continuous effort behind the scenes—protecting sleep, maintaining routines, advocating for needs, and staying aware of early warning signs. Sarah and Shaley speak candidly about what it really takes to live well, and why self-advocacy is not selfish—it’s essential.

    Most importantly, this episode is filled with hope. Through storytelling, community, and science, it reminds us that while bipolar disorder is complex and lifelong, it is also manageable—and a full, meaningful life is possible.

    Whether you live with bipolar, love someone who does, or simply want to better understand it, this episode will leave you feeling more informed, more connected, and less alone.

    YOU can watch Brainstorm on World Bipolar Day 🌍

    Get your ticket here (there is a sliding scale to make is accessible to all)

    Brainstorm World Bipolar Day Screening

     

    Chapter Markers:

    (00:06:12) Meet the Voices Behind Brainstorm
    Sarah and Bonnie share how a memoir turned into a global documentary project

    (00:11:48) 25 Years to Diagnosis: The Reality of Bipolar II
    Why bipolar II is often missed—and the cost of getting it wrong

    (00:18:55) From Book to Film: Taking the Story Worldwide
    The leap from personal story to powerful, large-scale impact

    (00:26:40) Blending Science + Lived Experience
    Why this film weaves real stories with research—and why that matters

    (00:34:22) The Science That Changes Everything
    Circadian rhythms, brain function, and what we can actually do to stay well

    (00:44:05) Living Well with Bipolar: Boundaries, Routine & Hope
    Practical strategies, self-advocacy, and a reminder you’re not alone

     

    Bonnie Waltch is the director, producer, and writer of BrainStorm, a feature-length documentary film about the bipolar spectrum. She is the award-winning senior producer and writer of the one-hour PBS and international broadcast documentary, Earth Emergency, and series of five short films, Climate Emergency: Feedback Loops, narrated by Richard Gere. She has worked on a variety of science series for PBS and the Discovery Channel, and has produced, directed, and written short films for museums around the U.S. 

     

    Sara Schley is the author of the memoir BrainStorm: From Broken to Blessed on the Bipolar Spectrum which inspired BrainStorm the documentary. Her mission in both the book and the film is to end stigma, save lives, and maximize healing. Sara is co-producer, co-writer, and one of six characters who live with bipolar in the film. Prior to becoming a full time bipolar health advocate, Sara worked as a business consultant, social change entrepreneur, speaker, and author and led systemic transformation at renowned companies around the world.
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    (WORLD BIPOLAR DAY 2023) Hypomania & Mania: The Most Misunderstood Side of Bipolar

    19/03/2026 | 58 mins.
    In this powerful World Bipolar Day episode, host Shaley is joined by mental health advocates Rudy and Tatyana to unpack the realities of hypomania and mania—often misunderstood, sometimes romanticized, and deeply complex experiences within bipolar disorder. Through raw storytelling, they explore early warning signs, grandiosity, sleep disruption, sensory changes, and the fine line between productivity and danger. They also share vulnerable moments around diagnosis, paranoia, delusions, and the emotional aftermath of manic episodes. This conversation sheds light on why mania is often missed, how it differs from hypomania, and the importance of tracking symptoms, building support systems, and creating preventative care plans. Whether you live with bipolar disorder or support someone who does, this episode brings clarity, honesty, and hope.

     

    Timestamps (Key Moments):

    (00:00:00) Introduction & why mania/hypomania are often misunderstood

    (00:05:30) Rudy’s first manic episode & recognizing the signs

    (00:12:45) Grandiosity & feeling “like your true self” during mania

    (00:20:10) Tatiana’s early warning signs & rapid speech

    (00:26:40) Delusions, paranoia & losing touch with reality

    (00:36:15) Sleep disruption, time loss & hyperfixation

    (00:48:20) The crash: depression after mania & emotional impact

    (01:05:50) Coping strategies, prevention & support systems
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Unfiltered & authentic - a real-life glimpse of bipolar disorder. Join mental health advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn as she passionately share her bipolar journey and holds space for the stories others. It is her greatest hope that these raw and real stories will give insight, shatter stigma, and offer hope. This is bipolar...
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